Sunday, December 4, 2011

If you love some one, let them go, but if you hate someone, keep them with you. They will eventually fall in love with you and let you go.

If you love some one, let them go, but if you hate someone, keep them with you. They will eventually fall in love with you and let you go.

Remember

Remember the people.

The people who made you.

Your parents. Friends. Enemies.

The people you never met.

Who made a bigger impact on you.

Than the ones who made you.

Love all these people for what they did.

In your life.

Anchor- Evan Beltran

at night i lay in bed and close my eyes  and wonder what tomorrow will be like,
but then i wonder what it would be like if i never ever wake up.
so i wander into a dream and stay there hopelessly
at the thought that ill never escape
because i can't runaway from the guilt

so just please forgive me, please forgive me!

so i don't let it weigh me down as i slowly walk into the deep sea
and i sank just like that damned anchor
that damned anchor holding down  ship
except i noticed i was the one holding down all the guilt

so just please forgive me, please forgive me!

so i don't struggle and struggle to get it off my shoulders
Just drowning myself and i force my eyes close
And focus on the thought of going back and fixing it all
Slowly losing consciousness, then I remember

so just please forgive me, please forgive me!

That its all an effect of the thing that had been holding me down
it was you and it was her that i have caused such great frowns
The weight of friendship and you wasn't balancing out
And god im sorry for costing you your smiles together

so just please forgive me, please forgive me!

Funny  how family can love you too death is just too strong
You see my mother cries at night at the thought she will lose her family.
And i just treat her like nothing at all, and don't you know that i regret it

so just please forgive me, please forgive me!

i know My father thinks the same although he basically lost it all
i feel for him yet i don't show anything and he thinks nothing of the world
don't you know i regret it.

so just please forgive me, please forgive me!

and my brother is afraid of his fear of hurting others
my minds the same yet i don't stop nothing
don't you know i regret it

so just please forgive me, please forgive me!

my sister going through so mush crap she holds in all her tears
god i wish i was strong like her
don't you know i try!

so just please forgive me, please forgive me!

and i want to all of them but im too afraid
Im of afraid of the pain that ill put them through
afraid of the lives they are just trying to get through

so just please forgive me, please forgive me!

so i don't just wait for the death that will end this war between sadness and the happiness
the happiness we all long for and the sadness we don't want more
The guilt washes over me like the violent ocean taking me under and holding me their

 Just like the damn anchor keeping the ship from moving.